Dallas, for the past year you've always been the one by my side helping me and guiding me through this path that I am on. Your always honest with me about everything, even when you know that it might piss me off or hurt me. And that is what I love about you. Don't ever change.... But also you and I meat last summer and ever since then we've stayed really really close. I knew that I liked you since the night my brother and I asked you to go see Fready VS. Jason. I know I know it was all me...lol.. I'm the one who rubbed aginst you first...lol But since that night you and I became very close. We were able to open up to one another without worrying about how it would sound or even what the other person would think. You shared so much of your life with me within the first few times we spoke. As well as me being able to open up to you about my DRAMA life...lol... I remember the night we went to IHOP and did nothing but talk for hours and hours...The server didn't really like the fact that you and I were never ready to order our meal's...But we were so into our conversation that we weren't paying any mind to the food...lol.. It was funny thoug because we went to leave Vanessia's house that night and I asked you and my brother what you all wanted to do now...And you said  "Well its 2 am...I want what all men want at this time of day.....FOOD".  And before you said FOOD I thought you were talking about geting a peice of ass.. Well that would of been what a tipical man would of said...Then come to realize not long after you and I meat that your not the TIPICAL guy.

I can never repay you for all that you have done in the past for me. You have been there for me through so much. My heart bleeds, and your the one who dry's it up. You mean the world to me Dallas, please forgive me for all that I have done. Your friendship means everything to me...

I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE ANGEL

Hugs and kisses

When I am with you it's like nothing else matters in the world....Now that I'm not living in VA, all I can do is think about you...Thoughts come to mind, and so many memories that make me smile....I fell in love with you a while ago. I can remember the day. It was back at the base in your room when you, me, Sean, and Chelly were playing SPADES. It was funny I was sitting there and watching you and it slipped.....I said those three words... I LOVE YOU... not sure if you had heared me.....Felt like a lil school girl finding her first love. And since then I knew that you were someone that I could love for the rest of my life.When ever I see you it's like I never want you to leave. I just want to hold you and never let go. I can say that the feelings and emotions that I have for you scare me...I know that you would never hurt me but giving my heart away to someone again scares me to death...As time passes on I feel as if I made a big booboo of not letting you in completly. And that is something that i will live with for the rest of my life. But like I've said before to you I'd reather be friends then never of knowing you. When can I see you again, when can my heart beat again. when will this pain ever end. And you will always hold the key to my heart....I love you so very much.. :)

When I close my eyes at night to go to sleep I am thinking about you.... All night I am dreaming of you.....and when I wake in the morn you are what I am thinking of... Only if you and I had known one antoher before we did... Maybe things would of been different. But either way....I'll always love you...GOOBER You are so very special to me and I thank god every day for bringing you into my life. Even though you and I are just really good friends I feel as if there is so much more between us. My love for you has grown and grown over the past year and it still grows even as I sit here and type this. I don't think that i could ever stop feeling the way that i feel. Maybe that is one of the reasons that I know that you are my angel. Not because I feel in love with you but because it's such a magical feeling of love that I carry in my heart for you. Who know's maybe someday I will see you again and be able to tell you every feeling that I have in this heart of mine. But until then......I'll just leave it to this.... I LOVE YOU DALLAS...

Fighting Battle

There is something about this guy that makes me feel so alive
There is more to him that meets the eye
He amazes me with the way that he opens up to me
I like what he's doing to my heart
He's been nothing short of a great friend
Who brightens up my day
With just a simple hello
A guy that makes me see just who I am
And what I could become
Something about him blows my mind
It's like i've been searching for him all along
Not sure where these feelings came from
But they are there
Within my heart and soul
Feelings of moving on from a friendship
Into a relationship that could possibly end up some where
Something good has to come from this
My heart is telling me to let him in on my little hidden secret
But my mind is telling me that I should wait
Wait and see what may or may not come from just being friends
There's a battle within my heart and mind