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Always holding you close to my heart
Never wanting to part Now its a sleepless night All alone You no where in sight But still inside my thoughts I wish you were here The way you made me feel inside Touching each and every secret part of my body Letting the passion inside of me escape Missing your tounge slidding down To a warmer place Going for the embrace Inside of me I feel you With each thought Pleasuring me Oh how I wish you were here Still Anticipating Love
I’m here waiting for you
It’s like I can’t breath My emotions take over me Watching in slow motion As you look over my way Watching every emotion in this secret love Your gentle kiss Takes my breath away Still anticipating a love like yours But all I can do is wait Why should we hide the obvious hear Our feelings for one another are the same We’re still anticipating Masqueraded Love Hidden With Friendship
You are my very best friend, my lover,
my protector, my teacher and my absolute soul mate.
I give my life to you: mind, body and soul. I will you to hold me for the rest of my life as you do each and every day and night without knowing that you do. We can never be... why? Because we are just friends, really good friends, and you don't want to ruin that... but you kissed me! You said that it meant nothing and that you have too much respect for our friendship. Damn it, if you were just to give me one chance, I could show you that it could be amazing. I don't want to hurt you like you have been hurt in the past. I just want you to take a risk and see how good it would feel. I know that things could never be the same again but that's what life is about... taking risks! I could make you so happy. There's more to life than just sitting around waiting for something to happen; life will then just pass us by. I love you and if you have not seen that by now then you are blind. I used to think it was just your looks but then I realized it's the inside that makes my heart beat at this pace. You make my life worth living. Maybe this is what we have now is all I need to put you behind me - I doubt it though. You will be in my heart forever, even if it is just as friends. I love you so much and you just don't know it. Sometimes I get scared to show it. It feels like when you come around me my mouth becomes grid-locked and all the words I want to say just stop. My lips clutter because my love is so strong, and the words that I want to say just won't be said. Sometimes I want to open up to you and tell you how I feel - I guess I am too scared to open up and be real. I know you have hidden feelings inside too. It seems like it is easier for you to express yourself to me than it is from me to you and know that I will always have hidden feelings for you. Well not so hidden now. Her Escape
She lived and breathed a vengeance To never be her mother The biggest fear of her life She faced in the mirror each day Trying to set free from all the past pain she had felt all her life A pain she escaped with a hit or a shot Watching her self slip away into a life of deadly pain Then she woke up on day And realized she was just that….. Her mother With each hit, going to her head With each shot slithering down her thought She became her worst nightmare She became her mother She began to change her life style Changed it for the better And now she’s facing death Running from the pain Doing to many drugs Lead her to this point in her life Where now she’s facing everyone’s fear Heart for Rent
Can’t remember how or why we
feel apart
More and more I wonder where you are I thought if I gave it time That my love for you would fade away But you still cross my mind time and time again I find myself reaching for you in the middle of the night To find myself laying in bed alone And it reminded me of how I felt when I was with you The feeling as if my heart was for rent You had it when you wanted it Then packed up and moved on And I won’t live with that feeling again I deserve more then what you wanted to give You were never truly mine You were every girls man in our town And my hearts not for rent anymore SOMETHING POETIC
I'm afraid it might be the end of our good acquaintance, or if I'm lucky, the realization of my dreams, which is for you to love me as I love you. I told myself I might as well take the risks because it's the only remedy I know that could unburden this feeling I've been keeping ever since. I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking only of you. I've never been like this before. I just don't know how to pour out my feelings for you. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you, but words continue to elude me, what would they be? Something poetic? I'm sure it should be heartfelt and out of the ordinary. I'm afraid it's no use; every time I look at you, the words came out the same…! You walked into my life a stranger a mere 7 months ago and my life hasn't been the same since. You are TRULY my gift from a higher power. LOVE is such a miniscule word for what we share. You are SO amazing. You appeared when I was at such a low point in my existence. A time when I thought that the physical and emotional pain brought on by another would never end. And would wear away at every fiber of my being until it consumed me and I was no more. During the moments I tried to turn away for fear of the unknown, you planted your heels and looked deep in my soul and stayed. You compromised your life and your goals to help me survive... and I am eternally indebted to you. Without you... I would not be. You have become a beacon to me. Whenever I feel as though I've drifted too far into the disparity that clouds my life, I can look up to find you guiding me to safety. I stay here not because this place is home... but because YOU are home. After all that's happened to me in the past 3 years, I swore to God, and the moon, and to you that I would never settle again and that I would never give my heart and my life completely to another. With great content and zero disparity... I take it back. Most people will spend their entire lives searching for a perfection that almost never exists. Most people will spend their days looking at each person they encountered with question as to whether or not they have found a reason, a season or a lifetime. With you, I have found an eternity. You... this... here is where I am meant to be. You are what my entire life has led up to.
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